Finally heading to the psych center in a minute. See y’all on the other side and thanks for the support, everyone
Cut the shit out of my arms but mostly left welts. There’s some broken skin but not much, which I’m more disappointed about than happy about.
Anyway, I’m at the hospital now. Going to Jersey for inpatient treatment near family.
i just wrote a stupid fucking suicide note i hate myelf i hate everything i dont’ actually hate everything it’s just too hard to keep going and i want to die so badly
i think i’m gonna put myself back in for hospitalization